I an getting tired of the way you’re acting. I’ve been putting up with you annoying behavior for quite a long time and in getting tired of it. You are such a bitch to me. Just because we’ve, as you say, “been friends for a long time”, does not give you any fucking right to treat me like a botch. I thought that the longer you’re friends with someone, the more comfortable above you are to then, but I guess you took it another way. Please don’t use us being friends for a long time as an excuse to treat me terribly. I actually treat you with respect, and right now, I’d like some respect. So go ahead and treat me like a bitch. I’ll just do the same.
-5.14.13

I really want new friends, except I feel really bad just “leaving” them. We’ve been friends for so long but were just not as close. They don’t even trust me in telling me anysecrets. Everyday they’ll have their little secrets about something while I’m just there pretending that nothin is happening. What is it about me that doesn’t make them trust me? I have to find out their secrets through someone they thought was trustworthy. And sometimes they’ll tell me 4 months later. “This information would have been really useful 4 months ago!” I thought true friends were suppose to trust each other and listen to their problems.
You guys also NEVER listen to me. When you tell me your problems, I’m the good friend and actually listen. Heck, I also give you advice. What do I get in return? A bitch who thinks their problems is so much worse than mine and doesnt think that I’m worth your fricking time.
I need friends who will actually be friends to me. Can you guys just at least trust me? Please?
5.12.13

I wish just for once, you can notice me. I’m invisible to you just because I’m not as beautiful as the others. Just because I’m not as beautiful doesn’t mean I’m not as awesome/cool as them. It would mean a lot to mean if you just smiled at me. Those little things matter a lot to me. I just wish you can notice me. Just for once.

5.11.13